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Created on 2001-08-02 22:52:00 (#288279), last updated 2003-11-20
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Basic Info| Name: | Americanamen |
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| Birthdate: | 03-02 |
| Location: | 50 Miles Near Harrisburg, Pennsylvania, United States |
| Website: | The best band out there! WAAAAAAAAH! GET DOWN WITH THE SICKNESS! |
BioWell, this is the man named Zach. Who was he? Who is he now? And who will he be in the future? Let's start with the past, shall we? *time warp!*
THE DREADED PAST: I grew up in a small town(kinda like the Bruce Springsteen song), and I still am growing up. It seemed that every day was a sunny day for me. Life was good for me. Then I moved on to Elementary school. During 1993, it seemed my life changed drastically. All those "golden days" and "golden childhood memories" would be washed away by a cloud of darkness that covered my new life. The first thing that happened to my life of darkness was getting overweight.
1996, a new year, same old things, nothing new and my life only seems to be getting worse. "What is wrong with my life now?" I ask myself. Well, I know now that I am getting overweight and that my sister is betraying my family and me for some unknown reason. Why does this have to happen to me? Out of all the people in the world, why me? I also noticed I cannot run as fast as I usually did before and I loved to run around the hills and mountains.
2000. Nothing much new in my life. I have found one thing that is positive about my life. Yes, believe it or not I have! I've noticed that some of the past was kept with me. I still do very well in school and get good grades. Even though I'm depressed most of the time, I will never resort to any kind of drugs/alcohol or commit suicide. My sister seems to be getting moodier on my family and friends and relatives are starting to notice her mood change now. Sis, why can't you be the sweet girl you used to be in the past? I've also been gaining more weight and I am currently 5'9 and weigh 240 lbs. Damnit this sucks. As far as school, I still get good grades now and I started my first sport of all this year. I am beginning to learn how to bowl with a couple of my friends. I suck at first, and then gradually get better. Then I felt a surge of powerful positive emotion abound from me. I met a new friend in which I hope she will be my girlfriend someday. She is like an angel from the Heavens. I want to ask her out someday, but with my weight, hell no, probably never ever happen.
2001, so I start to exercise to lose weight not only for this, but so I can make myself and my family proud as well. I try exercising and it is brutal and tiring as hell but I guess good things take a lot of time and produces pain during the process. Eventually, I lose about 10 pounds.(Not much if you ask me.) This is going to be harder than I thought. At my last bowling practice, I ask that beutiful girl out, but find out she already has a boyfriend. Could my life get any worse? I feel like Charlie Brown now. If she can't be my girlfriend, I know I will never have one now because I have never loved someone as much as I did her in my whole entire life...... The positive emotion my heart has produced, love, has turned back into darkness and a deep state of fear and depression. Darkness of my outer self, fear of myself and what else fate has to offer me, and depressed of the drastic events that have created my life a "living hell". Did fate make this happen? Who knows, and who cares(about me that is :( )? Now we move on to the present...*time warp!*
THE OK PRESENT: Right now, things are going ok. It turns out the girl of my dreams is taken already, but I won't bother anymore. I've come to realize how to deal with fate and all this other stuff. It's just all a process of growing up in life I suppose. But anyhow, so far things are looking ok and I'm losing weight, horray! I soon will start my second sport, soccer! Then hopefully I will become an ego-maniac in our school and my popularity will start to come back to me. All is well in the present...now it's onward to the future! *time warp!*
THE FAR FUTURE: Well, no one can predict the future...not even Miss Cleo.(She is a ripoff don't spend your money on her! I'd rather spend my money to get all the crappy junk at the bottom of those toy vending machines!) But anyhow, I don't know what is in store for my future. I really don't want to know, because I want to leave it as a surprise. Right now, my hopes are up, so I believe I will have a wonderful future. I will finally get back to my normal weight, and I'll be the hippest homie in the hood. But that darkness that haunted me since my past could strike at any moment again and take my life over once again...but I'm ready to defend myself! Again, I don't know what is in store for the future. Hopefully I will graduate and successfully complete high school without any trouble whatsoever. I plan to go in the navy after high school for a few years to pay for college. During the navy, I plan to be a boxer. After the navy, I could go 1 of 2 ways. The first path I choose, I can study to become something in the law enforcement catagory which greatly interests me. If I choose that, I will most likely try to become a detective or SWAT team leader.(that navy training will pay off then!:) ) The other path I choose, I could become my "dream occupation" by going to college, and studying in acting which will in turn help out with my "dream occupation". I will not tell you what my "dream occupation" is, because you will all think I'm nuts anyhow. But, if you are so concerned as to what it possibly could be, ask me sometime and I will be more than happy to tell you. Just don't spread the word to the media! Both of these careers make good money, whichever path I choose that is. So after I start my career, maybe if I'm loved by someone dear to me, I may just get married. I would love to get married in the same spot where I want to be buried to prove that love lives on after death. Anyhow, that MAY or may NOT happen. God can be the judge of that I suppose. I will definately move out of Pennsylvania because this place is sooo boring! I'm thinking of moving either down south to the southern states, to California, or either to the east out of the USA and into either Scotland or the UK. Both of these countries interest me a lot. I'm sure I will travel a lot if I get rich, and if I'm married, I'll share the joy with my wife as we will be traveling happily together. Then before you know it, I'll be an old man. Maybe I'll be a father and have kids of my own, and maybe later I'll be a grandfather and have grandkids of my own. Afterwords, I will slowly die away probably but I will enjoy my retirement life at the same time. I will share memories with the ones I love to just remember the days of my good ol' or not so good ol' life. Then eventually as it would anybody else, death will fall upon my soul. Hopefully, I will be very famous and remembered after my death. And remember, I want to be buried in the same place where I was married to prove love lives on after death. Then that will be the end...and hopefully God will think I'm a good person, even though I kinda got grouchy at him sometimes. Then maybe if he considers me worthy, he will send me to heaven will I can happily live my afterlife with the ones I love.
THE END
THE DREADED PAST: I grew up in a small town(kinda like the Bruce Springsteen song), and I still am growing up. It seemed that every day was a sunny day for me. Life was good for me. Then I moved on to Elementary school. During 1993, it seemed my life changed drastically. All those "golden days" and "golden childhood memories" would be washed away by a cloud of darkness that covered my new life. The first thing that happened to my life of darkness was getting overweight.
1996, a new year, same old things, nothing new and my life only seems to be getting worse. "What is wrong with my life now?" I ask myself. Well, I know now that I am getting overweight and that my sister is betraying my family and me for some unknown reason. Why does this have to happen to me? Out of all the people in the world, why me? I also noticed I cannot run as fast as I usually did before and I loved to run around the hills and mountains.
2000. Nothing much new in my life. I have found one thing that is positive about my life. Yes, believe it or not I have! I've noticed that some of the past was kept with me. I still do very well in school and get good grades. Even though I'm depressed most of the time, I will never resort to any kind of drugs/alcohol or commit suicide. My sister seems to be getting moodier on my family and friends and relatives are starting to notice her mood change now. Sis, why can't you be the sweet girl you used to be in the past? I've also been gaining more weight and I am currently 5'9 and weigh 240 lbs. Damnit this sucks. As far as school, I still get good grades now and I started my first sport of all this year. I am beginning to learn how to bowl with a couple of my friends. I suck at first, and then gradually get better. Then I felt a surge of powerful positive emotion abound from me. I met a new friend in which I hope she will be my girlfriend someday. She is like an angel from the Heavens. I want to ask her out someday, but with my weight, hell no, probably never ever happen.
2001, so I start to exercise to lose weight not only for this, but so I can make myself and my family proud as well. I try exercising and it is brutal and tiring as hell but I guess good things take a lot of time and produces pain during the process. Eventually, I lose about 10 pounds.(Not much if you ask me.) This is going to be harder than I thought. At my last bowling practice, I ask that beutiful girl out, but find out she already has a boyfriend. Could my life get any worse? I feel like Charlie Brown now. If she can't be my girlfriend, I know I will never have one now because I have never loved someone as much as I did her in my whole entire life...... The positive emotion my heart has produced, love, has turned back into darkness and a deep state of fear and depression. Darkness of my outer self, fear of myself and what else fate has to offer me, and depressed of the drastic events that have created my life a "living hell". Did fate make this happen? Who knows, and who cares(about me that is :( )? Now we move on to the present...*time warp!*
THE OK PRESENT: Right now, things are going ok. It turns out the girl of my dreams is taken already, but I won't bother anymore. I've come to realize how to deal with fate and all this other stuff. It's just all a process of growing up in life I suppose. But anyhow, so far things are looking ok and I'm losing weight, horray! I soon will start my second sport, soccer! Then hopefully I will become an ego-maniac in our school and my popularity will start to come back to me. All is well in the present...now it's onward to the future! *time warp!*
THE FAR FUTURE: Well, no one can predict the future...not even Miss Cleo.(She is a ripoff don't spend your money on her! I'd rather spend my money to get all the crappy junk at the bottom of those toy vending machines!) But anyhow, I don't know what is in store for my future. I really don't want to know, because I want to leave it as a surprise. Right now, my hopes are up, so I believe I will have a wonderful future. I will finally get back to my normal weight, and I'll be the hippest homie in the hood. But that darkness that haunted me since my past could strike at any moment again and take my life over once again...but I'm ready to defend myself! Again, I don't know what is in store for the future. Hopefully I will graduate and successfully complete high school without any trouble whatsoever. I plan to go in the navy after high school for a few years to pay for college. During the navy, I plan to be a boxer. After the navy, I could go 1 of 2 ways. The first path I choose, I can study to become something in the law enforcement catagory which greatly interests me. If I choose that, I will most likely try to become a detective or SWAT team leader.(that navy training will pay off then!:) ) The other path I choose, I could become my "dream occupation" by going to college, and studying in acting which will in turn help out with my "dream occupation". I will not tell you what my "dream occupation" is, because you will all think I'm nuts anyhow. But, if you are so concerned as to what it possibly could be, ask me sometime and I will be more than happy to tell you. Just don't spread the word to the media! Both of these careers make good money, whichever path I choose that is. So after I start my career, maybe if I'm loved by someone dear to me, I may just get married. I would love to get married in the same spot where I want to be buried to prove that love lives on after death. Anyhow, that MAY or may NOT happen. God can be the judge of that I suppose. I will definately move out of Pennsylvania because this place is sooo boring! I'm thinking of moving either down south to the southern states, to California, or either to the east out of the USA and into either Scotland or the UK. Both of these countries interest me a lot. I'm sure I will travel a lot if I get rich, and if I'm married, I'll share the joy with my wife as we will be traveling happily together. Then before you know it, I'll be an old man. Maybe I'll be a father and have kids of my own, and maybe later I'll be a grandfather and have grandkids of my own. Afterwords, I will slowly die away probably but I will enjoy my retirement life at the same time. I will share memories with the ones I love to just remember the days of my good ol' or not so good ol' life. Then eventually as it would anybody else, death will fall upon my soul. Hopefully, I will be very famous and remembered after my death. And remember, I want to be buried in the same place where I was married to prove love lives on after death. Then that will be the end...and hopefully God will think I'm a good person, even though I kinda got grouchy at him sometimes. Then maybe if he considers me worthy, he will send me to heaven will I can happily live my afterlife with the ones I love.
THE END
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